Self-Organization : The Common Denominator (ISBN : 978-93-5692-161-0)

I see my awakening not as an event, but a deep self-organizing transition. The inner system that had been operating within familiar boundaries began to approach instability. Old explanations stopped working. Old identities dissolved. What followed was not chaos in the ordinary sense, but kind of turbulence that appears when a system is preparing to reorganize itself at a higher level of coherence.